I've never met you or known you, but I am a part of you and you are a part of me. When I donated all those years ago at Prince Henry's I was young and wasn't thinking too far into the future. I thought that some extra money would help me and my new wife. No one told me that one day you might want and need to know me.
I'm sorry for the pain that I've caused you by my actions and absence. I should've known that any children created from my donations might be curious and want answers.
I've missed so many years and can imagine that you've grown into a lovely young woman.
I've been too scared to approach the ITA and come forward because I don't want to disturb the life you have with your family, and your dad. And I don't know how it would effect my wife and children...
I think about you and I wish only happiness for you. One day we will meet, if not on earth, then after life in spirit. I realise you're hurting and missing me even though we've never met.
I am sorry and I love you.
We will always be connected."
It seems so silly to type out, but this exercise was really therapeutic.