I just wanted to post for anyone who is reading out there. I am still alive and well.
I have been wanting to update here for a while now, with something meaningful and insightful, but at the moment I am lacking the (mental/emotional?) energy.
Almost every time I take a step in my journey with this I feel that I then have to pull back for a while, even when I write. I almost feel like I take one step forward and two back some times. It's frustrating, but I also think it's necessary for my well being. It's emotionally draining to write here at times, although at the same time I love it and appreciate communicating with people who I would normally have the chance.
So this is not a good bye by any means, just a 'hello' and 'be with you shortly' post.
I'm still reading, thinking, learning and growing.
And I will be back soon, when my heart and soul are ready for more.
Oh, and just something in the mean time that I can share for now; I told my dad about the whole half sibling thing the other night. After my last post I felt like i owed it to him to be honest. I feel much better now that he knows.
See you soon!